I am Still Living in Rooms Full of Light (relato)

Everything seems so simple to me.
The thing is that I do not feel insecure. And I am not resisting to the flow.
I am full of power as well as my heart.

My desire is to jump from the edge of this cliff.  As I have done many other times in my life.
I know is a big risk.  I know I am a passionate risk taker.
Why not?
I don`t remember any regrets. Only gifts.

What we are waiting for? Elderhood? or the imaginary Perfection?

Here is something I see:
When people (in general) are making decisions the idea of losing power is present somehow:
-"I am doing or choosing this, but i will not have this other thing".

I realized this is something I haven`t ever thought - the thinking of having an exchange - I only have had a feeling of being adding or gaining something.
And at the same time its explains my frustrations and disappointments with people in the past when it was hard to understand or to be empathic with insecurity or indecision of others.

I don`t want to mask my passion for anyone, especially for people I want closer to me.

In the end, is only a matter of FAITH.

We need to know the textures, rhythms, and tastes of the bodily world. Are you afraid of it?
If I cannot trust myself, I don`t know who is going to.

The biggest challenge isn`t in the mountains or rivers or forests or in the sky.
The biggest challenge is on your body. The blocks that have been created throughout your lifetime.

In this life, I only want to provoke myself. This is enough for me and it makes me move towards my heart. Every jump I do from an edge I am taking off an old layer. It is an extremely rewarding experience. It keeps me alive.

However, I want you to jump with me now.

Missoula, 05/11/12